Stradlater and Jane

Goddam I was worried about Stradlater and Jane! I mean, I have been on a double date with Stradlater, I know what he is like! He came in and asked why it was so quiet. Only a stupid person would ask that on a Saturday night. It was pretty obvious that everyone was either out, asleep or home for the weekend. He didn't say a goddam word about Jane, he just asked whether I had written the goddam compositon for him.

All he did was complain about the goddam thing! Saying how it was supposed to be about a room or house or something! He said despcriptive and I made it despcriptive as hell. God damn he was angry, he really was. In the end I tore it up, he was so goddam ungrateful.

In the end we got onto talking about Jane. I asked him if he gave her my regards, he said yeah! ha. Like hell he did. He told me about how they had no time to go to New York. That got me thinking, after a while I asked him where he actually went, by this time I was getting really nervous, boy I couldn't even keep my voice from shaking. He got Ed Banky's car, I thought I may aswell ask whether he gave her the time in Ed Banky's goddam car, I had to know, I really did! He didn't tell me, I can't actually remember the next bit too well. I just know that I jumped from the bed and aimed to smack right in the goddam toothbrush. I missed though, only got the side of his head or something. It probably didn't hurt him as much as I wanted it to. Goddam he got me mad, we ended up fighting. I came off much worse. He really is tough Stradlater.